Sometimes in life God will have you go through things that will take you back full circle from where you started from.
You may not understand it or like it. But in order for you to get the results you need and go where Jehovah is trying to take you, you have to be willing to trust his process. You have to be willing to submit to your ways. And you have to be willing to renew your mind daily!
"Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God." -Hebrews 12:2 KJV
"And do not be conformed to this world any longer with its superficial values and customs, but be transformed and progressively changed [as you mature spiritually] by the renewing of your mind focusing on godly values and ethical attitudes, so that you may prove for yourselves what the will of God is, that which is good and acceptable and perfect in His plan and purpose for you."
- Romans 12:2 AMP